@ WAR WITH WORDS

goodbye old friend

DS — Thu, 09 Oct 2008 00:07:29 +0000

Seems like the only time I have blogged lately is when someone close to me passes away. One of my good friends by the name of Lionel Vargas aka LV Smith, passed away at the age of 49 in his sleep. He was one hell of a guy. If you were one of his friends he would do anything in the world for you, if not to hell with ya. There is much more I could put down about this good man but it would hurt to much right now maybe later. LV you will be missed but never forgotten my friend see ya someday down the road.

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Life is short!

DS — Sat, 29 Mar 2008 22:43:16 +0000

About an hour ago I was called by a co worker and informed that my boss had been killed in a bike crash. What a shitty way to go and I know he was only 54 or 55 years old two years from retirement. He was not the world greatest boss all the time he was a bit of a tight wad and got angry easily but got over it quickly. He was a good friend outside of work and I really enjoyed his stories about the old days at the yard and when he was a marine. Ish you will be missed my friend, glad your in a better place where you don’t have to stress about how we are going to make the next job. Although I bet you will anyway.

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Been some time

DS — Thu, 06 Dec 2007 21:02:19 +0000

It has been nearly four months since my last blog post. Time flies when your having fun? Well I wish anyone who reads this a merry Christmas and happy new year. I also hope that your thanksgiving was ok. I just wished this all on myself seeing is I am the only one who reads it HA HA.

Heros N369CD

DS — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 23:08:31 +0000

Crews at southwest medevac are not set in stone these brave people work with who ever they are on duty with and who has the hours. There is however an exception. The heroic brothers and sister of flight crew N369CD will be together forever. They like so many others before them knew the risk of emergency services put the fear out of there minds and gave it their all. Complete and ultimate sacrifice, these three heroes gave their lives to save a life. Although I never had a chance to meet two of these people I can say that they will be missed and never forgotten but always honored. I can only hope that when this world is threw with me that ill go doing something as noble as saving a life not to mention doing something I love.

To the crew as my wife says you died with your boots on. Rest in peace I am honored to have known you Brian. Wished I had met you Deanna and Ricky

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Stained, how I feel tonight

DS — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 23:08:25 +0000

Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

‘Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away ‘cause i can’t take anymore
of this, I want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart

‘Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
yet I always try to hide
‘Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don’t know how I feel
But I know I’ll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed

‘Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

By Stained

ODE TO A HERO

DS — Mon, 06 Aug 2007 12:29:03 +0000

Tragic news. A phone call informed me that my father in law was killed in a plane wreck. Brian M. was a flight nurse and was one of the best in the state of New Mexico. I am not going into any detail about what happened just have to say he died doing his job. Not knowing Brian very well although he is my wife’s father I think this is the way he would have wanted to go. Brian lived life at full speed and on at least three different occasions nearly met a tragic demise. All other times were from foolishness on motorcycles.

I regret not getting to know him better and morn the fact that his daughters will never have the chance to see him again. Brian If you hear this I will do my very best to take care of your daughter to the best of my ability no matter what becomes of us I will give you this promise just like I promised her grandfather.

DS@WWW

Forget about IT

DS — Fri, 20 Jul 2007 00:39:14 +0000

Stupidity, it consumes me.

Used abused.

Wasted life, waste of space.

Ignorant, dumb.

Why bother?

Why try?

Who cares?

Who knows?

Forget it!

Over with, done

Finished, fenito.

DONE!!!!!!!

DS@WWW

WHY DO I BOTHER?

DS — Sat, 14 Jul 2007 23:19:30 +0000

Sometimes I wonder to myself why do I try? Why do I bother? Does it get me anywhere, anything? The answer is no, not really. No respect, no love and no gratitude. But just like the song Rooster by Alice in Chains. You know I ain’t gonna die.

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waste of a moment!

DS — Sat, 07 Jul 2007 10:54:03 +0000

It has been a long time since I posted here. Having gone back to work for the company I worked for for six years, put a dent in my social agenda. Don’t even know why I write this the only one that will read it is me. Never the less there is a new post for no one.

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Loss of job, spam and other shit

DS — Tue, 06 Mar 2007 00:24:20 +0000

Just thought I would add this blog to get a few things off of my chest so here we go.

First off I have not had a good couple of days. I got laid off from my job because I was not logistically viable, aka there was not enough business to keep my job. The shitty part was that I was so close to sealing four big accounts, and since my release the shit head that took over my area has picked up those accounts. It sucks that all they could talk about is how good and employee I was but they had to let me go. Bullshit doesn’t piss down my back and tell me its rain. I will let you draw your own conclusions on the reason although I have a pretty fucking good idea about why.

Second I hate spammers and spam more than most anything in the world of the WWW. I sometimes wish I could go out and hunt all you spamming fuckers down and gouge out your sexual organs. FUCKERS!!!!! And or CUNTS!!!!!

Third if it wasn’t for bad luck I wouldn’t have any at all. Get laid off for a bullshit politics and in the same breath my poor wife breaks a tooth. Now it is my intention to make those fuckers pay dearly for messing with me. Now if your from Oklahoma please don’t take offense but I will never again trust a Okie further than I can throw one. At one time I had no ill will towards them but this group has turned my stomach to them. All but one of em.

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